Tuesday Awesomeness

Hey everybody it's me Lady J. My life is extremely suckish right now but I have found a way to deal with it. Be a pessimist. Yep it works. Yesterday I took a test and I was saying Oh My Gosh I failed. Then today I said you know what its time to accept my failure and brace myself for it, and do you know what I got on the test? A frickin 90%! I know I was extra shocked, and my teacher said if we correct it Nd give it back to her we'll get extr points! BOOYAKA!!! Say hello to my 95%, WATCHA!!! When you try to think positive, you're setting yourself up to be shot down, but if you think negative, your ready for the bad and you wont get hurt, or the good news is enough to carry you through the day, or first period pick your poison(I've always wanted to say that). I'm not saying moping around will make you feel better, but you just need to be not optimistic, unless your a optimistic pessimist like myself but only I can pull that off cause I'm awesome. Anyways I will never quit volleyball even if your life depended on it ( just kidding (or am I)). I know what I said before (see previous entry) but I love the sport, it makes me feel all tingely on the inside (and no its not gas...gas hurts my tummy). Even though it feels like Cuba in my house with an evil dictator, the only thing I'm worried about is my bf getting tired of being with me because we mightn't ever get to see each other. I have an awesome plan for that. Since progree reports go out on Friday, I will...crap nevermind. I just no if I get no C's, I might be able to go out on Saturday, at least I hope (damn optimism)...