Right Now by Rihanna

Right Now?
I'm just chilling. Literally. I'm by the beach at night and its freezing cold. It's mysteriously starry so it's the perfect place for inspiration with my story (A Dark Love on Wattpad). I'm also out here just to clear my head. I don't necessarily want to be alone but I didn't want to stay where I was. Just somewhere different. Someone to talk to would be great too. Like my best-friend from home. That'd be cool. I kinda want to go skinny dipping but I'll save that for another day.

Guess what.

Volleyball season started and I love it. Even if we lose. I'm so excited for our next game. Also I got a tattoo and it's pretty fucking awesome. It's on my calf and it's truly a great form of self-expression. I guess it's time to go back to my room. I'm getting sand everywhere. But first, I'll stare out at the ocean and think about everything that's important to me at this point in time. Then I'll look up at the sky and ask myself, is everything that I'm doing now for them worth it?