A is for Accident?

So I feel as though I screwed this up big time. I always either over-react or under-react and this time I might have over-reacted. You remember that time I was screaming like a crazy person because I was venting? Well now I feel like it wasn't that serious. Now.... I feel like I have wronged A. Yes out of the blue I have wronged him. Cause I'm terribly mean. I'm actually giving myself multiple headaches thinking about this. I don't know why its bothering me so much. Do I need closure? Do I really like him? Why? There's just something about him. Why do I continually stress myself out? I saw him last night. His friends were standing next to my friends and I kissed someone else right in front of him. Maybe he really didn't care. Maybe he was hurt. I don't know. His friend won't talk to me anymore. Basically. So that means A is upset right. I'm def going to talk to him after I think this through a little more. What if I'm over-reacting (again) though and he seriously does not care. Then I'll look like an idiot. I guess that's a chance I'm willing to take. I mean I didn't even say hi to him. Sometimes I think he's just so sweet and shy. And other times I'm just like nope, he's a total player. I'm going back to school on Saturday and if I don't do something before then, I'll be thee most awkward person in the cafeteria at dinner (cause that's the only time I see him). I'm going to talk to him. Because I'm a fool. A total pawn in his hands. Or its what I'm supposed to do. I just don't know.

I just took a walk and I've decided that I will do this. Just the look that his friend gave me was just like "Damn, you're a terrible person." I guess I will do it now so wish me luck.