I know its technically not Christmas Eve but I'm sure this still applies. This past year was great. I've had a great time but mostly I've been naughty. That's not a good thing I know but I've decided to clean up my life. I basically only had one thing to clear up and I just finished it. I've just told my ex-boyfriend that I cheated on him. Yes, I've been more than just naughty. I've been terrible. But wait, I'm not done yet. As I lay out my favorite pair of Christmas knee highs because I don't have stockings and I sip on very strong Coquito, I know that my already black socks wont become blacker with coal because I've done the right thing. I'm also finished with all these boys in my life. I seriously do not want to be in a relationship because cheating has totally messed up my psyche and I've already broken one too many hearts with my selfishness. Even if I do get coal for my horrible ways, I'll still smile because I know in my heart that I've done the right thing. I got mixed up in all of this because I lied about one thing and the lies escalated into something bigger and more destructive. From now on, no more lying. I never used to before and hopefully I never will again. Even though I am not proud of what I did, I know that in the end I actually learned something from this. So go ahead, fill up my knee highs with coal. That's okay, my dad likes to barbecue anyways. That'll probably make a great Christmas gift. Everyone makes mistakes and no one is invincible.
Sincerely
The Woman with Broken and Stitched Morals
P.S. I might still be a little naughty but hey, what's the fun in being nice all the time?
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