Just Tell Them How You Feel

So they say when you miss someone, just go ahead and call them up or text them how you feel and it'll be easy but I'm sure everyone who is actually missing someone right now knows that this is total B.S. I know for a fact that sometimes you'll really miss someone but calling them up is out of the question. Your friends will say stuff like just go for it and it'll be easy but in actuality, it's really not. Calling up a person you like or cared for and saying "Hey, I really miss you" is actually really hard. At my university, I live in suite full of girls and I can honesty say it is hard for some girls to even talk to their crushes. I have been a victim of 'I have the text already typed up on my phone but I can't bring myself to send it to him'. I've even had friends tackle me and send the text for me. And that's not even the worst part, the wait for a reply could have made me kill myself. But once you get the reply saying whatever that person replies, it has got to be one of the best feelings on the planet. I legit almost pulled out my hair once all while trying to convince myself that I wouldn't get a response back and that the guy hated me (over thinking really is one of the stupidest things a girl can do (trust me I have stories)) but when I heard my text-tone for him go off, I legit ran around my dormitory screaming and squealing (don't ask me why). It wasn't even the text that made me happy but the fact that I did something that was afraid to do and I was rewarded. I'm not sure if that made any sense but I'm just saying, it's not going to be easy, it's actually going to be really frickin' hard. But once everything goes down, you'll probably be very pleased with the results.

Why do I feel like I've posted something like this before?