Listen to Yourself Before You Get Sick!

I gave myself one rule!

Actually I give myself a lot of rules but this was one of the most important ones. I told myself never drink a bottle of water that has been opened that has been on my counter for more than a day. I usually listen to this rule. I usually never break this rule. But I did and now I'm sick. Yes I get sick from drinking old opened (not open) bottles of water. Well more of a sore throat but it'll evolve over the course of a few days. And why did I drink this water even though I knew this would happen?

I was afraid. Like seriously scared out of my pants and I didn't want to leave my room. On my way in from the fridge I thought I saw a person by the bathroom door and I freaked out but then I relaxed saying it was only my brother but I kept looking at the spot and it was gone and my brother's door was still closed (the bathroom is about two feet away from my room and my brother's room is like two feet away from the bathroom so I was fairly close to the scene) so I freaked out again and ran inside my room. I then walked out to the kitchen even though I was scared out of my wits to get some gummy bears and water and while I was in the fridge getting the gummy bears I heard a squeak from when I pulled out the bottom drawer and I got so scared that I hi-tailed it back to my room. I realized I forgot the water but I was way too scared to go back outside. Then I looked on the dressing table and there it was, in all it's glory. So I uncapped the bottle and drank the evil refreshingness.

And then I woke up this morning feeling terrible. Of course I've thrown away the bottle but still the damage is already done. So now I have to find a way to get rid of this irritation in my throat before I get sick. Or sicker. So I'm going to do the only thing I can. I'm going to drink to kill the bacteria. Surprisingly it's already began to work. I think. I hope. Oh well.

Just Tell Them How You Feel

So they say when you miss someone, just go ahead and call them up or text them how you feel and it'll be easy but I'm sure everyone who is actually missing someone right now knows that this is total B.S. I know for a fact that sometimes you'll really miss someone but calling them up is out of the question. Your friends will say stuff like just go for it and it'll be easy but in actuality, it's really not. Calling up a person you like or cared for and saying "Hey, I really miss you" is actually really hard. At my university, I live in suite full of girls and I can honesty say it is hard for some girls to even talk to their crushes. I have been a victim of 'I have the text already typed up on my phone but I can't bring myself to send it to him'. I've even had friends tackle me and send the text for me. And that's not even the worst part, the wait for a reply could have made me kill myself. But once you get the reply saying whatever that person replies, it has got to be one of the best feelings on the planet. I legit almost pulled out my hair once all while trying to convince myself that I wouldn't get a response back and that the guy hated me (over thinking really is one of the stupidest things a girl can do (trust me I have stories)) but when I heard my text-tone for him go off, I legit ran around my dormitory screaming and squealing (don't ask me why). It wasn't even the text that made me happy but the fact that I did something that was afraid to do and I was rewarded. I'm not sure if that made any sense but I'm just saying, it's not going to be easy, it's actually going to be really frickin' hard. But once everything goes down, you'll probably be very pleased with the results.

Why do I feel like I've posted something like this before?

So disrespectful

So I was about to start blogging about how content I am with life when some guy starts texting and calling me asking for my friend. I ask my friend what's up and she says she doesn't know the guy. So I tell him this and he starts asking me if I have a boyfriend and stuff so I lie and hang up but he keeps calling me. I tell him "Please stop calling me" and apparently this is the most disrespectful thing on the planet because he starts asking me to suck is dick and all other sorts of profanities. It's taking a lot for me to stay calm and not curse him out even though I really want to. I feel like this is a test of patience so I'm going to do my best to ignore it. But if anyone else wants to do something about it, here's his number:

(340)-244-2893