So to start things off, I didn't dye my hair lilac, I dyed it a cute Mag-Rose; it's short for magenta and rose petal. I had a brown, blond, mag-rose ombre thing going on. It was cute but now it's time for a more subtle hairstyle because I'm going to a wedding in two days.
Oh yeah, so how am I stuck in yet another awkward situation? So I'm currently dating this guy (well apparently not because last night I called him my boyfriend and he said "When did I become your bf? There was no dtr" I didn't even know what that acronym stood for but evidently it's something couples must do as it verifies whether the two of you are in a relationship or not.) of whom no one thinks I should be in a relationship with and my big ex is coming home for Christmas.
I know what you're thinking. "Oh my gosh Jonique, he's your ex and don't listen to what all your friends say" and I know. It's just that I like hanging out with both of them but they don't exactly "get along" and my ex is the nicest guy I know and I still feel guilty about everything I did to him. I'm not going to say I still like him because that would throw too many emotions into the pot that I don't need right now.
Also, I want him to come back and see me at my best but I'm doing my hair tomorrow and I'm going out tonight and I know I'll see him tonight when my hair is all not done and such and I'm just a nervous wreck of immense energy and I don't even think I make sense right now.
I just took a breath.
But yeah, I'm terribly awkward and I don't know how I'm going to talk to him without letting my awkwardness affect the situation and then he'll think I'm not comfortable around him anymore and that'll just ruin EVERYTHING!!!
Uggghh. I need to relax.
Rainbows. Combat Boots. The Beach. Tacos. Clouds….
Ok. I just need to stop overcomplicating things. So what if I don't look my best tonight, he's my friend above everything else and he'll accept me, train wreck hair and all. And as for my not boyfriend, it's not that serious because we're fine the way we are, relationship or not, and we're not exactly the best candidates for the perfect relationship anyway, so I guess it all works out.
Why do girls always overcomplicate the situation?
