Weightless by All Time Low

Oh My Crap, I have the best news ever. So I was driving from my fav pizza place thinking about if I saw Clayton I would stick my middle finger up after him and splash him with water after I drive off and I reach home and some guy walks into my yard from next door. I saw him and I freak out for like two seconds because I don't like people let alone my neighbors and the guy says "sorry" and asks "Do you sing?". An I'm like "Kinda sorta" because I don't sing professionally or anything and he's like "We hear u signing" and I'm like "Oh My gosh I'm sorry" which is code for 'If you don't like noise then move out the goddamn neighborhood'. Nd he's like "It's cool, I was asking because you're good and we (he points to his house and the people around it) record music." Dude that is too awewome to be true. "Then I go OMG thats so cool." Cause I'm trying to hide my excitement. Then he goes "You can record when your ready." Then he tells me his name and I tell him mine and we shake hands and he walks off. He's jot hot though so it's kind of a disapointment, but if he were, I swear, I would jump his bones. I am that happy. OMFG. So I'm really excited. Oh my goodness my friend in school and I are always like we need to start our band. And HA!!! Some more info FTW!!! Clayton is a drummer in a band. HA HA HA!!!! Looks like you broke up with the wrong psycho (I'm actually very stable mind you). Yes, *sigh*, It's been a good day. Oh and All Time Low is the best band in the world.

Thanks For The Memories by Fall Out Boy

I just want to point out that I'm over my ex for real this time. I mean we've had really amazing times but it's not the end of the frickin' world.
And besides, I'm never going to get another boyfriend. Not willingly though. See I've only liked 3 guys like that, but the thing is they all smoke weed, so basically I'm attracted to weed smokers. And next year I am going to a college that probably wont have weed smokers because it's so up there on the prep scale so I'm basically gonna be single for the rest of my life. Strangely, I'm ok with it though. I've even decided to go to prom next year by myself, wearing a tuxedo(not really). So just call me Barren Karen.
Still anyways I'm always gonna look back on all the times we went out (only like 4 times) but thats all it is so now, my friends and I can comence with plan "Fuck Clayton [up]". Yes world thats his goddamn name. We will mess him up. Oh yeah, we are coming after you cause we are black and scary (he's white). And there is another piece of information FTW. Oh yeah. So anyways before we mess you up Clayton, I just want to say Thanks For The Memories ;)

Thinking Of You by Katy Perry

Ok I don't know why but suddenly I've thinking about a certain someone for the past couple of days. It hasn't only started recently though. One of the first times was after my first volleyball games a couple months back. He blocked me on facebook though. I didn't hink I would feel so bad if he did, but I do though. It could be because he really hates me or the fact that Epicness pushed his girlfriend. She was though and her temper is already horrible. Plus she was having a bad night. Anyway I always go on facebook to check if anything has changed but I know it never will. Epicness is all like girls like you always get the girl but sometimes I dont know. If he's happy then fine but if not then I'll... I don't know. Nothings gonna happen if I don't act on it but it feels so hopeless. Part of me is like go for it, tye other is like just forget, and my rarional part is like your making a really big deal out of this. *sigh* Bottom line is I messed up and it's probably to late. I could be over exaggerating but I still miss him.

Can't Believe It by T-Pain

Ok, so let me start off by saying that I almost just burned down my kitchen tonight. *sigh* I didn't think the sugar would react like that. I was trying to make a microwavable cake in a coffee mug be cause I have this really cool recipe. Except I didn't have any cocoa powder or chocolate pieces so I decided to use strawberry nesquik instead. All the sugar started to caramelize and it started smoking and smelling and it was horrible. Thank goodness my brother helped cover for me. The house stinks though.
Also my friend who is actually a close guy friend might be asking me to prom this year. I love the guy like a broth... like a good friend but I dont want to go to prom with my guy friend. It's not even that he likes me(contrary to my friends' beliefs), he just wants to go. But I don't want to go with him. Why, you may ask? Well, its because I'm a junior and I want next year to be the ultimate experience with some really hot guy that I like (I have not found this guy yet but I will). Yea, call me a typical teenage girl but you know what, I am a chick so deal with it.

Oh and after my poor and utterly horible display at the last softball game, our school's maintanence man (a.k.a. our softball coach) has been working me like a dog at practice. At one point I had to just jump in my car and leave. It was ridiculas. I am too goddamn lazy for all those laps. "Worst Stamina Ever"

Oh my crap, this mother's day was a bitch. I made my mom some coupons, each saying something different like "Free Grocery Shopping Day from Me", or "Free Foot Rub". I told my friends about it and they called me cheap. When I got some money, I went and bought a her a $25 gift basket (I only payed $20 though) and brought it home. She went "oh thanks" (because she didn't care), then I go wait I have something else and I pull out the coupons and her heart leaped (I think that's how you spell it) with joy. It was one of her happiest moments. I wasted a good $20 on my mother when I could have bough some Haagen Daz(sp?) or a good chocolate bar(which would have caused me to not damage the house so severly). If I only knew.

Oh and my friend had a surprise birthday party at the beach and then I went to Luncharia with some friends and then went went back to her house and stayed there playing Mortal Combat with her brother's geeky friends a.k.a. the coolest people you'll ever meet a.k.a. our epic friends from since the first year of high school. Then, I got home at 7 in the afternoon and my parents said I came home too late. Are they nuts?!?! When I'm at college I will send them pics of me at crazy parties in the middle of the night (even though I'm clearly anti-social and I can't stay up past 10 (it's a wonder how I'm doing it right now (I can bearly concentrate)). Oh yeah, who's crazy now?!!!

I'm so tired *yawn*

All I Do Is Win by DJ Khaled

Our softball team actually won a game yesterday. I actually had no faith in us winning but we did...no thanks to me. I made so many errors I should have been benched as soon as I touched the field. But I got into it at the end of the game so... I'm back. My body has also put myself on a new junk food free diet and it rejects junk food. Yep, life is great (sarcasm attack). I'm actually ok with it though. Oh and our volleyball team has an all star team and they're going to Florida to play in an awesome tournament. I'm a substitute but I feel like the only reason I made the team is because I came to the tryouts. It's not that I'm bad...but Iwent away to Spain when most of the tryouts were going on and they didn't want me to feel bad. Either way I can still go and if someone breaks their leg *cough*epicnesssthatisyourcue*cough* I can play. Practice is fun anyhow so...even if I don't play I'm still having fun.